The Happy Turtle's Journey to the Start: An Ironman Tale

For those of you that believe that you have to be sleek, slim, cut and fast to be an Ironman, think again! Some of our bodies just don’t fit that mold but we have the guts to set our intention, make a plan and see it to the end. In my heart, I believe that turtles CAN fly! The turtle society is not just challenged by fitness, but by the time limits imposed by race companies insisting we keep up with the status quo so they can get to the bars before last call. Well, I suppose there has to be a cut off or us turtles might be out there for days enjoying the sun on our backs. Some stare at the turtles on the course wondering why it even embarks on such a journey and what purpose it has. It is old, weathered, wrinkled, and slow no matter how you twist it. I just know that you can train a turtle and the turtle might teach you a thing or two along the way. We are old and wise and we have a shell that cannot be broken. We want a taste of victory just like our other friends. I cannot find another creature that I am most like. Join me on my journey from start to end to help the Happy Turtle win again!

Sunday, September 23, 2012

PRs and PWs and PBs and More

It is interesting how the same person can do the same race or the same distance at the same location/or a different location and have a different race.  It is ironic that a personal record can be achieved on the most challenging course and a personal worst can actually be a personal best.

This week was a little rough in that my body is not completely happy.  IRONMANITIS is going around.  Ironmanitis=inflammation of an Ironman or one of their attached body parts.  The effects of Ironman training are setting in and between myself and my teammates it appears that everyone is experiencing some rebelling from their body.  There is a price you pay when you are increasing your distance and so there has been increased stretching, ice, motrin, topical creams, rollers, and massage this week.  My primary area of discomfort involves my arms.  My shoulder girdle and upper arms are tight and achy.  The pain travels around and is mostly in my right arm, but is starting on my left side as well.  I am not certain if this pain is from my aero bars or from swimming or a combination.  Sometimes I feel better when I am moving and other times I reach a point during a workout where the pain gets worse.  My coach decided I should swim and stop when/if I am having pain.  It is so hard to get an IMIT to stop until they complete a workout.  It is a fine balancing act between getting your training in and not aggravating your symptoms or causing a more severe injury.

With that said, I made it to the start line for one last Olympic Triathlon at Tempe Town Lake this morning.  The Heat Miser was planning on attending and so I came armed with salt sticks and electrolytes.  The race was delayed and being in the last wave that meant having to run in higher temperatures.  I really don't buy the reason behind putting the "old ladies" last so we don't get trampled by the men cause I spend a lot of time catching up to the back strokers and doggy paddlers!  It was too hot to wear a wetsuit, so I lost a few minutes on my swim, but I felt ok in the water today.  I definitely get a lot more fatigued without my superpower suit.  I don't have official splits but my watch was at 33plus as I exited the water.  I took a long 3plus minutes to get on my bike and my legs felt heavy.  I took the first few miles easy, got some fluid and nutrition in me and started to pick up the pace.  I was trying to stay hydrated and take in salt to prevent stomach upset and cramping.  I started feeling better and was not really keeping track of my time, but when I looked down at my clock near the end of the bike ride, I noticed I was not in PR range unless I had a really strong run.  I did the best run I could do for what my legs had left in them and with the temperatures rising.  My goal turned from PR to let's run steady and beat the sun.  My body is slowly adapting to the heat.  I was happy not to have any stomach problems today.  I took 2 small cups of water by mouth and over head each mile along with a cup of ice that went down my back, in my hands and in my mouth.  It was enough to cool my body down and let me run the whole 10K.  Ofcourse the questions pop up in your mind as to how you are going to start running after 112 miles on the bike and keep running.  It was good practice on staying in the game.  My calves were starting to cramp during the last mile or so and when I tried to pick up the pace, it was a tug o war between muscle groups.  I have been able to shorten my stride and slow down to ward off the full spasm, but I need to find away to keep the cramps out of my body so I can run during IM.  The last thing I want is cramping before mile 6!  In the end, my time was my PW or Personal Worst, but I felt like it was a PB or Personal Best because I was able to run the course today and I was not feeling sick in the heat....so I was satisfied with the progress made under today's conditions.  My PR was early this summer in Altitude and much cooler weather, so I am going to happily race more in the PINES.  This race is symbolic for me in many ways saying my good-byes to AZ and Tempe Town Lake.  I will conquer this lake before we move to CA!

This week was one of the easier training weeks that we have had.  I looked at it like it was a gift or a vacation because the real work is about to begin with the longest training days to come with a 6000 swim, 7 hr bike and 20 mile run over the next 8 weeks and the part I look forward to will be the TAPER.

Every day is a new day in training and racing and there are too many factors to consider, but there is always some lesson to learn and improvement to make whether you are chasing after your Personal Record and maybe some days your Personal Worst was actually your Personal Best.

All I know is that I need to go out and buy some DUCT TAPE to hold myself together or maybe in this case SUPER GLUE.

Sunday, September 16, 2012

RECOVERY.....(to recover or not to recover is the question)

How do you recover from your first half Ironman?  Take 2 days off and get back to training.  We are now entering into the danger zone, a place where you continue to build your strength and endurance while trying to stay healthy as you break your body down to build it up.  It seems like a contradiction.  Fighting off fatigue, muscle aches, sniffles, sore throat, and a sore shoulder, you still muster up the strength to somehow get your workouts done because you know that cramming the night before is not going to help you pass this test.  I had a meeting with my coach this week and we discussed the pain I have been having on and off in my arm and we changed my schedule around a little bit.  We also discussed my nutrition and how to take in more calories and water during long distance on the bike.  Basically you have to cram a large picnic inside of a tiny little bag on your top tube that will last you 6 to 7 hours.  We talked about peaking both physically and mentally at the right time and although I am feeling anxious about getting to race day that there is much more preparation to do.  I want race day to arrive because I am finally getting tired of counting and am feeling ready to JUST DO IT!

What can you do for the body that you are beating up several hours a day.  Well, drink lots of water, take plenty of electrolytes, get a comprehensive massage, take lots of motrin, give yourself ice massages, and wear compression garments, and sleep and eat every few hours.  The other things that help you through are texting and chatting with your teammates about how comfy your couch is, the holes in your running shoes, what to eat, what to wear, your fears and frustrations, and strategies on getting through each day, and funny Ironman jokes to take your mind off of pain or fatigue.

I did skip one workout this week.  I hope when I am close to peaking I will go into my race feeling well rested.  Right now it seems like we are doing one workout on top of another on tired muscles.  I see many of my teammates getting faster and farther ahead of me in the water, on the bike and on land.  This is just an observation and not a concern because slow and steady is right where I want to be and that is all I seem to be able to do with the tired muscles.   Many of my teammates do not agree with my turtle title, but I am comfortable in my zone and that is where I will stay.  I have more hope of finishing the Ironman with a slow steady pace and I can visualize the turtle taking slow steady strides and may look painfully slow, but in the end will get me to the finish on time.

This weekend started with team swim on Friday, 50 mile bike ride with some nice hill climbing and an Open Water Swim on Saturday, and finally a 18 mile run on Sunday.  It seems like there is no distance that is too far these days while you are on the move.  Once you stop, your body tells you otherwise.

I guess RECOVERY will have to wait!

Sunday, September 9, 2012

Deuces Wild Triathlon Festival

Imagine swimming 1.2 miles in a little lake surrounded by pine trees, taking a 57 mile roller coaster ride with your bike, and running 13.1 miles weaving around Fool's Hollow Lake and Campground in Show Low, AZ at 6000 feet, ....when you cross the line, you hear the words...."Beth Kozura, YOU ARE A DEUCEMAN".  The fans roar and you are so happy to be done.  You did it....you completed your first HALF IRONMAN DISTANCE race.  You have completed half the test and half the goal that you set out to do.  You might think that half is not nearly enough to test your readiness for the full ironman, but it is a dress rehearsal, the ultimate brick workout, a training race, mental practice and confidence booster.  It is like the mid-term exam.  You learn (daily training and drills), you do your homework (workouts....practice practice practice), you review, you study, and you take the test (training race) to see how much your body has learned (feedback) and what areas you need to go back and relearn (revise plan).

First of all, if you are looking for a challenging course in a beautiful destination and you enjoy a small town race, I highly recommend Deuceman.  It is a triathlon festival that is put on by Trisports.com which is an online triathlon stores that started in AZ and now partners with USAT.  They also just opened a store in Tempe right across the street from Ironman AZ....so if you forget anything, you will be sure to find it at their store on race morning!  Trisports.com is owned and operated by a triathlete couple who started the concept when they were looking for triathlon gear and their business has boomed along with their mission to give back to the community.  They are very generous and I know first hand because when we reached out to them when they were first getting started they sponsored a big charity run that we helped organize.  The festival offers olympic distance, long course, and xTerra races and youth triathlon.  They also have an amazing raffle to help with their fundraising efforts with awesome triathlete gear including bikes, racing wheels, garmins, helmets, wetsuits, and more.  I was the lucky winner of some new bike gloves and a 200 dollar gift certificate for SKINS products which I am a fan of Compression Wear!

Back to the race....the forecast called for scattered thunder storms, but on race morning the conditions were just right.  The temperatures started in the 50s and went up to the low 70s.  There were 130 athletes in the long course (including the relay teams) which turned out to be a little longer than the actual half IM distance by a mile or two.  We were standing at start and all of a sudden the men who were standing in the water were singing the National Anthem so the women in wave 2 on dry land joined in.  The triathlete men's choir were pretty good and there were a few silly notes added, but it isn't easy singing in cold water.  The water temperature was reported to be around 70.  It did not feel hot or cold...can water not have a temperature.  Many people have talked about having difficulty breathing in water in high altitude, but in the past I have never noticed this phenomenon.  I did feel it a little bit initially at the start, but within a few minutes I was breathing comfortably.  The hard part about this swim was that you started in this cove and had to swim out a few hundred feet and turn right, so you had no preview of where the buoys were placed and what other landmarks to spot.  There were 2 orange basketball buoys and then there were 2 large red triangle bouys where you made the turns.  The course was a triangle, but the bouys were not easy to see.  The course did seem long, but I was comfortable and just slowly passing people the entire time.  I finished 21st in the swim out of 94 individual long course athletes...right in line with my typical swim.  The bad news was to get out of the water, you had to run up a short steep hill.  The good news was at the top, you got a team of strippers to take your wetsuit off.  T1 went smooth, but slow as usual.  I am all about taking my time.  Maybe when I return to shorter distances it will be worthwhile to try to move faster, but in Ironman, I think it is more important to make sure you have everything right.

When I took off for the bike, my heart rate was a bit elevated (I think from running up the hill), so I tried to settle down and take the first 10 miles slow per my coach's instruction even if it meant letting people pass.  The bike was so much fun because it was like a roller coaster ride.  I did not feel like wind was a factor and it seemed much easier than the last time we had rode on this course earlier in the summer.  I felt steadier on the uphills and enjoyed to down hills.  There were 3 long hills near the end, but they just did not seem as difficult as the last time.  I also worked a lot on my nutrition and even though I had some tightness in my right adductor, I did not cramp on the hills like I did previously.  I ate every 10 minutes, 1 Gu Chomp every 10 minutes for the first 50 minutes and then 1/4 bonk bar and then repeated that pattern each hour.  I also took 1 salt tablet every 30 minutes and 1/4 bottle of CarbPro/EFS mix every hour plus 2 bottles of water.  It is part science, part luck, I guess, but I am definitely able to digest the more sugary solids taken every 10 minutes than the drinks, gels, or snacks with too much fiber.  After I reached the highest point of the climb, I felt like I was going to be able to run.

I was happy to get off my bike and again I felt relaxed during T2.  I grabbed my jelly beans, salt, and my Camelback, so I could snack and drink on demand.  I continued taking salt sticks every 30 min and jelly beans every 10 minutes, plus I drank water at every mile and squeezed wet sponges over my head.  It was a bit humid by the time I got to the run.  My clock indicated that I might even break 6:30, but my main goal was to run the entire 13.1 miles.  The course went around the lake and through the campground where people were sitting in lawn chairs cheering the athletes on.  I felt like I was a float in a parade smiling and waving to the crowd.  I should have thrown jelly beans out to the children.  There were a few funny fans including a man and his son who were in costume and playing Rocky Music and an older lady shaky purple pom poms.  There were a lot of young volunteers who were enthusiastically manning the aide stations and were thrilled to hand you a wet sponge and some water.  There was even a section with cows on the side of the road who were passionately mooing at the runners.  The faster I tried to run, the more likely the legs would cramp.  I stayed within my comfort zone and held off cramping.  I thought about enjoying the run and not counting the miles, but you can't help by track the miles with the big signs on the course and all the aide stations, but they were good reminders when to eat and drink.  I tried to enjoy the run and the scenery and not think too much about racing.  I knew that the small field was competitive because athletes posted their predicted finish times so I was not expecting to place.  My legs progressively became tighter and the only time I thought the cramps were going to win were when I had to stop to tie my shoe around mile 10 and the last mile.  I really did not want to walk, so I was able to maintain a steady pace.  It was at this point when I wondered how my legs were going to hold out for another 13.1 miles.  I do not know the answer to that question, but I do know I have 10 more weeks to get them ready.

Results:  Today I finished my first half Ironman distance in 6:33:26.  I finished 21/94 in the swim, 78/94 in the bike and 65/94 in the run.  I finished 7/10 in my age group, 16/27 out of women, and 67?/94 overall.  I was most pleased that if you double this time we are looking at 13 plus hours which gives me 4 extra hours to make the cut off.  I am now moving my appointment for my post race IV, to 10 pm instead of 12 midnight.  I might even have time to go out for a celebratory drink!

10 weeks left to fine tune the engine.  It feels good to be Half Way There!

Sunday, September 2, 2012

Ironman Pajama Party...Girls just wanna have fun!

When you finish a 5 hour bike ride and you feel like you just woke up from a dream, you wonder why you are going to swim, bike and run for 17 hours if you are just going to forget what you did right after you cross the finish line.  There are some highlights from this journey that stand out more than others.  When you look back on this amazing ride, you have flashbacks of the greatest moments.

This weekend was an "Ironman Pajama Party" and was just what the doctor ordered.  I think it will be one of the flashbacks I will remember for a very long time.  We headed back up to Flagstaff for another training weekend to escape the heat and enjoy the long weekend.  The plan was to drive up early that morning, but being the "spoiled IMIT" (ironman in training) that I am, I did not want to sit on my bike after sitting in the car for a few hours before and/or after, so we made a weekend of it.  Two of my bestest training buddies came up with me the night before (we call ourselves the Angels, but that is another story) our long bike ride.  We decided to make a girls night of it where we could just hang out together, share meals, prepare our gear, and talk shop.

Without any alcohol involved, laughter filled the room.  We discussed our concerns, emotions, aches and pains, fears, and hopes for our big day.  We decided to turn in early since we had a 5 hour ride in the morning.  As soon as my head hit the pillow, I said, I was tired, but I could not sleep.  It is what I call "Ironman Insomnia".  Sometimes it is hard to fall asleep or stay asleep due to the excessive amounts of training, your body working over time and the anxiety and excitement about the big day.  I shared with the other angels that I was feeling on edge and more emotional.  When we look at each other now, we don't have to say anything because we know what the other person is going through and you begin to laugh, sometimes until you cry.  I can only compare it to PMS, so I renamed it PIS for pre-ironman syndrome.  I am sure it is not exclusive to women.  I said I have PIS and we laughed until we cried!  What a release.  It is amazing that your body does what it needs to in order to survive.

Other games we played this weekend include:
Racelab Trivial Pursuit:  We discussed the history of our team and its accomplishments and trivia tidbits

Monopoly:  IM Edition (patent pending, so don't think about stealing this game):  Instead of GO TO JAIL, you had to GO TO THE COACHES CORNER.  Watch out, you could not get out of the coaches corner until you did 4 steps of pushups on the wall at swim and vertical kicks or extra drills at track.

What Hurts Today?  Stomach, Shoulders, Knees...pick one (or two or three)!

"If I were the Coach...."  This game you fill in the blank.  When you are wondering why your coach has you doing brick workouts or long workouts day after day or strength training on your day off and you dream of changing your schedule, what would you do!

Name that Acronym:
IMIT:  Ironman in Training
PIS:  Pre-ironman syndrome
NDFAH:  Nice day for a HILL

The 5 hour ride went well.  Flagstaff was in full bloom and wild sunflowers lined that roads and the meadows.  We rode 80 miles under the fluffy clouds with a nice cool breeze (sometimes a little more than a cyclist hopes for) and even a little drizzle.  When it started to rain, my teammate said "what are we going to do now" and I replied, "keep riding until we get to 5 hours".  It never poured so we escaped big rains and everything was just right.  No stomach upset in the cooler weather.  A little back pain and foot pain, which leads one to question whether you can have everything feel right all in one day.  This was a great ride to prepare for the Half Ironman we are doing next weekend which will be in similar conditions.  All I know is that when I am surrounded by pine trees, everything in my world is right!   The ride was followed by a good meal (or two) with friends and I could say family even though my husband and son were not able to make it as my Ironman Teammates have become my family.

We stayed another night in the cool pines to do our ten mile run and open water swim.  We ran on the Urban Trail System in Flagstaff which actually wound through neighborhoods in the woods and then to the County Fairgrounds and a few more miles deeper in the woods.  Slow and steady we did run on tired and sore legs.  The swim was questionable, but we pushed on to fit it in and the water felt great.  We finished just in time for THUNDER and a BIG RAIN STORM moved in right when we reached our cars.

HIGHLIGHTS FROM THIS JOURNEY SO FAR:  my angels, my long slow distance partner, my caretaker, my rookie, my young irongirls, 4 girls on the side of the road trying to change a tire, giant track workout, Friday mornings roundtable chats before swim, Friday breakfasts at Einsteins, long rides at Canyon Lake, meetings at Macayo's, meals after workouts, Flagstaff rides, dinner at Courtney's with team talent show, hugs from teammates and coaches every time you see them, texts around the clock, facebook friends, encouragement, laughter, pajama party, race day, meals, meals, and more meals, teammates, my brother who got me into this mess, both brothers who supports me through this mess, my husband and son who do just fine without my presence and have been patient, EFS, Carb Pro, sportsbeans, GU chews, bike fittings, Camille to Scottie, Triathlons, Vineman, Wine tasting, writing my blog, turtlescanfly2@blogspot.com and my bestest blog buddies and followers to share the journey with...... and I am sure the best is yet to come!